I found that I needed help, help from my Creator, The Universe. At the time I wasn't strong enough to walk away even from dysfunction. So I asked Spirit to please help me. I believed so deeply that there was more to life, to my path. I'm not going to lie, it was hard. The non trusting questions arose - where will I live, how will I support myself and my kids, etc.? I had no idea how anything would manifest, but it did. With doubt and non trust I stepped forward and followed the path that was shown to me. Of course, hindsight is 20/20. Spirit knew the plan.