As far as I can remember I've always been in "awe" of psychics / mediums - those that could connect to Spirit. In looking back, I see the remembrance of what I am, who I am, was there. I only doubted and really didn't believe I was that too.
The very first intuitive counselor I saw was Tony LeRoy, a friend of my brothers. You may know Tony from Dr. Oz or other media sources. Back then he recorded the readings on a cassette player. Ha! Yes, I am dating he and I. Anyway, I remember being so fascinated with his connection; what came through him so naturally. However, I had already dismissed that I could not do what he did, therefore, over the years I had many sessions with Tony and others. It wasn't until I was ready that I could hear that something which told me to go explore, my gut, a feeling, my soul saying it's time, that I did.
I followed this feeling and had a soul retrieval session with Mara Clear Spring, a Shamanic Practitioner. This was enlightening and helped me think and pursue who I am further.
In hindsight, I had to be ready for all this to come in. I had to be ready to allow the growth and the remembrance of who I am. So I slowly started my exploration. I did Shamanic training, got attuned to Reiki, took channeling and other classes and experienced different healings in order to explore, understand and know what resonated with me and what didn't. I had to remember who I am.
As I look back, I realize I have been a psychic medium all my life - well of course - but I didn't understand any of it nor was I ready to step into that role. Being empathic, intuitive and having a knowing was part of me, however not understanding it made me think that everyone has this and at other times, maybe I am really different. I didn't have the ability then to grasp and accept and know that I am a psychic / medium, I am a channel and most importantly I didn't feel worthy of being any of these.
I understand now that I had to grow and learn quite a few lessons before discovering this part of me. The part that easily connects with Spirit. I needed to be able to stand firmly in who I am and for that matter what I believe so I may help others do the same.
I allowed my path to call me and I responded. Will you?
The Guides and I are here to partner with you, to help you achieve clarity, understanding, guidance and growth. Are you ready?
In Love and Gratitude,
Susan and the Guides
